Well I really have been thinking about my life and what changes need to be made. This makes for a very long list.
- Organize the kids stuff
- " our stuff
- Keep a calender
- put items back after use
- lose some weight
- make a craft area
- eliminate extra clothing
- establish a morning routine before the family awakes
- leave the house more often
This last one is a major change. Why? I dont know if its because I have been home so long nursing my infant children over the past 2 yrs or if its my anxiety. the thought of getting everyone (me included) dressed and out to the car is daunting. Then where to go? I usually cant think of anywhere that doesnt cost something. Parks are scarey with 3 small children. I dont know if I am making excuses here or not. I think I may have a little depression as well.
One thing about thinking of the things you want to change can put you in a very negative state of mind. I cant seem to find the answers or maybe I deny seeing them. I know I will be praying on it.
Hope this post makes sense to you all. It's a bit random like me.