I can hardly believe my lil baby is 11 months old already.  I remember the day i brought him home how excited my boys were to see this little baby that was in mommy's big belly.  

Wow it all is going so fast.  I truly wish i was a couple yrs younger to have more or try for that girl. Oh well what can I do. I love my boys so much.  

Last night was so sad for me. I am still nursing Ethan, all though he is being weaned he gets breastfed before bed. He also was running a fever (still is pediatrician @ 10 today) so this could be why he absolutely did not want to nurse or be any where near me.  It was so strange to me and it made me emotional. 

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Facebook | My Photos - my handmade jewel's

DAY IN DAY OUT

Well I really have been thinking about my life and what changes need to be made.  This makes for a very long list.   

• Organize the kids stuff
•     "          our stuff
• Keep a calender
• put items back after use
• lose some weight
• make a craft area 
• eliminate extra clothing
• establish a morning routine before the family awakes
• leave the house more often

This last one is a major change.  Why? I dont know if its because I have been home so long nursing  my infant children over the past 2 yrs or if its my anxiety.  the thought of getting everyone  (me included) dressed and out to the car is daunting. Then where to go?  I usually cant think of anywhere that doesnt cost something.  Parks are scarey with 3 small children.  I dont know if I am making excuses here or not.  I think I may have a little depression as well. 

One thing about thinking of the things you want to change can put you in a very negative state of mind.  I cant seem to find the answers or maybe I deny seeing them. I know I will be praying on it.

 Hope this post makes sense to you all. It's a bit random like me.

Vintage Plus-size Dress at Ballyhoo Vintage Clothing

Vintage Plus-size Dress at Ballyhoo Vintage Clothing

i would love to get this dress

What's A Household Notebook? | Organized Home

What's A Household Notebook? | Organized Home

Saturday in May

What a beautiful day today was.  First off hubby let me sleep to 10:30 this morning. 

He also made me pancakes for breakfast.

                 

Then we went to the farm that is right down the road from our house.  We just love it!  The boys run around, we pick strawberries.

 I love Dawn's little cottage

And the shop area

         This keeps the country girl in me alive

Wow it's another weekend

The week's are just flying by so fast and we have so much to do. GW has his 6th birthday coming and then my baby boy turns one in july and JD turns 3 in September. I also turn 39 this summer and I think we will skip that one ..lol or not I love cake HEHE .

Have a great weekend everyone.

Breading without eggs? - Home Cooking - Chowhound

Breading without eggs? - Home Cooking - Chowhound

ok so usually I let Eric (hubby) get the kids up and moving and I pretty much sit around with my coffee, feed the baby and help with breakfast, but as far as getting them up and out of bed I just dont have the patience for. I wind up starting everyones day off on a sour note, so I just let eric get it all started. 

Today though Eric had some business  in NYC and he leeft before everyone woke. I got up at 7 and had everyone up dressed and fed by 8:15 and time to relax before the bus came at 8:38am. Everyone was in a good mood noone was rushed and I may be the one waking them from now on. 

Letters From A Convict

Letters From A Convict

great blog old but very touching

Friends

I sometimes wonder am i the only one who has no girl friends. I wonder why I am not included in girls night out. It gets so lonely when I hear about this one and their girlfriends going out with out kids or that one and their girl friend and the kids spent the afternoon together. I just have to be happy they r not like me with no friends and only my children to socialize with.  I sound pathetic. Oh well. it's a little bit how I feel. Lonely.

Housewife blues

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I dont know how all you mom's do it!! I am so tired and I did only the absolute must do's.  How do you clean house while a 2 yr old is systematically taking apart each room. Formula all over the pantry and kitchen. Every drawer in the house emptied.  good grief I am completely frustrated today. Typically on days like this I dont want to do a darn thing. BUT!!  George has baseball practice and JAke and the baby need to eat dinner take baths and ethan will nurse. The dishes are still dirty and laundry well lets just say I have "some" to do.  I really need a night out. I have not had a night out since I conceived ethan (20 months ago!!) I don't really go anywhere or have any friends close by.  I tend to be ahome body but even this Bird needs to fluff her feathers once every 2 yrs.  Tomorrow is friday maybe I will go to Karaokie. When I wrote that I felt no desire to go out to the pub or sing. I must be getting old. I am hoping tonight to get in the J-tub with a glass of wine. I will have to get to that laundry first tho if i want to get into a clean bed or clean jammies or dry off....

Lyme Disease

So my son got sent home from school for a rash ( he has eczema) but we took him to the doctors to make sure. While waiting to go I checked his scalp and found a tick daddy removed it. the other night i saw what looked like a mosquito bite and we put cortione on it today it looked like a bulls eye ring. So at his appointment the doctor thinks its lyme so he is giving him 4 weeks of antibiotics.  He said you can test for it in 4 weeks. I am so worried about him. I am so sick of the ticks and we have too much property not enough house and there r lots of trees and over growth.  We sprayed once but it ws supposed to be done in the next 2 days to kill any eggs that hatch that wasnt done. I am so frustrated right now. well I am off to search about lyme disease and tick extermination.

what I found on google health 

pages for my boys

so I have decided to make pages (fun) pages that is for my boys. I am also thinking I might make a social group for just family with a calender and pics and such. I had such a hard time getting my blog started and finally i got it but now I want more more more . lol I guess i should leave the boys pages private. yo never know what sicko is looking. I hate being that way but some people just are that sick and my only defense is protecting my children. My George is already very comuter literate and he is not even six yet. He is learning to read and I know I will have to watch him like a hawk on this thing. anyway back to editing learning and building!!!

LOVES ME LIKE A ROCK by Paul Simon & The Jesse Dixon Singers

new name new look

so I have changed the name, which now includes dear hubby and I like it : ) I also have a new look (big thank you to scrap e blogspot. Now that I have learned a little more on editing I can make pages for my boys. 

Happy blogging 

test posts ..are they annoying

I am trying like heck to make this page a reflection of me and my family but I find little time to get on here and i have no way of knowing if it worked other then to test post..

Why is it so hard to create this page

Blogger Pictures

Treadmill's and Toddler's

No one had an accident..my babies are all fine. Today I had a stress test for the first time. I was nervous about it. I tend to talk alot when i am nervous so ofcourse i told the nurse and tech that I had never been on a treadmill. So they start me off and immediatly they raised it to a jog and uphill so i thought i was going to fall and I jumped off. The tech wasnt going to let me do it again and I told her to give me a break I was nervous i was going to fall. So I did do it and I had some extra beats and high BP. So I will see what the doctor says. Now that money is tight Jake is home with me as well and after 12 I have all three with me..sheesh I need a plan. Jake my 2 yr old has me going nuts trying to keep him occupied especialy when I am trying to nurse the baby. Tho those days are coming, sadly and fortunately to a close. Ethan is so active and chasing the two of them should really help me get in shape.

Not just me and three little boys

SO hubby thinks the name of my blog implies I am single mom raising three boys. Sooo I fell asleep last night thinking of a new name..

Little League Little oops

I finally made it to Georgies T-ball game. All 5 of us scramble to get there on time. Everyone in the van, pulling out the driveway and George say's "Look at Jakes feet!" Oops..forgot to put shoes on him. turn around got the shoes now scrambling to get there 5 mins late..oops. We get there and it's a beautiful early evening game. Poppy is there and helps. George did great. Game is over time for snack...oops It was our turn to bring snacks. Ok big oops. Boy did I feel like the worst mom. Well just to make up for it I am thinking of bring them all snack for after practice, tho they don't normally have snack but for game day. I don't think anyone will mind and it shows I do care. What to bring them. .. hmmm, well I have a day to think about it.

socks socks and more socks

Is it a boy thingh?? I have baskets of socks drawers of sock. I am buried under a mountain of boys white socks. And yet we spent an hour searching for georges red sock for his t ball game. I think I will start to make some puppets....