Thursday, September 8, 2011

Back To School and a New Job

This was a really long summer but now it seems like it was not long enough. I had all three boys at home. Little E who turned two this summer seems to copy every thing his older brothers do and that's usually yelling, fighting, making messes and saying no to me. J is almost four and G turned 7 this summer. I always worry how will they behave as they get older. Right now they are so defiant that I pretty much wind up screaming my head off for them to stop or else. I really have to get that or else going.  Inspite of all there not so good behavior they are so loving and caring. I could just cry when I see how much they adore each other. With two off to school (preschool) the house is very quiet and little E is restless. 4-8 pm is Loud and chaotic even more then when they were home all day. I wonder how big E will cope when I am working at my new Job. Its been 10 yrs since I have worked out side the home. I am so excited to get back but also stressed at how to work it all. I just will keep my fingers crossed and my hands together in prayer. What else can I do! 

Friday, July 1, 2011

How long a break

It's been sometime since I have been to this page. Not sure why I haven't been here. Three boy's and a way too many outside interference's kept me in a state of depression I wasn't even aware I had. Then something awful happened and threatened to end everything I hold dear. You never saw someone do a 180 so fast. I changed one thing which in turn changed everything. I am still a bit stressed with it being summer and not very good at entertaining three young boy's when I am constantly trying to keep one off the other or trying to get them to share. I do have a new great friend who has been a huge help to me this past couple weeks. Don't know what I would do with out our Lei Lei..I am so grateful we are able to help each other. My boys adore her. 
So with the one change i made in my life a lot of our so called friends have blown a way in the wind..just as well.
I have had a long break from reality and those people weren't getting back to it. It took the threat of losing it all to wake me up. I am so happy to be awake and living in the moment. I just truly pray The Lord keeps me on the path to knowledge, self worth, and peace. I love my boys and I love my husband I love my life!!!
M~  

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