Friday, July 1, 2011

How long a break

It's been sometime since I have been to this page. Not sure why I haven't been here. Three boy's and a way too many outside interference's kept me in a state of depression I wasn't even aware I had. Then something awful happened and threatened to end everything I hold dear. You never saw someone do a 180 so fast. I changed one thing which in turn changed everything. I am still a bit stressed with it being summer and not very good at entertaining three young boy's when I am constantly trying to keep one off the other or trying to get them to share. I do have a new great friend who has been a huge help to me this past couple weeks. Don't know what I would do with out our Lei Lei..I am so grateful we are able to help each other. My boys adore her. 
So with the one change i made in my life a lot of our so called friends have blown a way in the wind..just as well.
I have had a long break from reality and those people weren't getting back to it. It took the threat of losing it all to wake me up. I am so happy to be awake and living in the moment. I just truly pray The Lord keeps me on the path to knowledge, self worth, and peace. I love my boys and I love my husband I love my life!!!

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